HIRS Collective, The ‎– The Third 100 Songs [2xLP] - New LP

1. Love,
Love. forty years and hundreds of tracks. sounds pissed. looks pissed. often we are but right now we’re happy to shower all of y’all with Love. 69 years and thousands of tracks. you deserve love no matter who you goddamn are. you deserve love.

2. Affection & Care.
i also deserve to be shown affection and care. direct communication is mandatory for being a part of my life. i will not settle just to have you invade my life. i've learned and will continue to learn. it's mandatory for me to be alive. i will not settle for anything less without discussion. you aren’t better than me. i’m not better than you. if you’re coming from a place of wanting, needing, or aggressively showing power: this isn’t going to work. it will never work.

3. Staying Alive w/ Stephen Inman
Fuck it! we're going to see how long we can live, How much we can save, How many friends we can make, And who we can forgive. We're making plans and lists. Imperfect and dangerous. Staying alive for the fuck of it. Staying alive for the fight. Staying alive for our enemies. Staying alive out of spite. No hope remains inside us but we'll stay. We're feeling ourselves. We're not killing ourselves: Slowly or otherwise.


4. +HIRSNIA+
Recording this record sucks when you have hernias. Meet all our friends.

5. That Malcolm X Tattoo Is NOT For You.
You have crimethinc on your bookshelf and can quote Audre Lorde. Doesn't make you my ally. There's privilege in the things that you adorn yourself with. Did you ever stop and think about what you believe you are entitled to? My body, their culture, you think it's all yours.

6. Anti-Everything.
No I won't know you for the sake of the... Anti-everything.

7. Dyke Faggot Freak.
The human body is a fucking joke and I'm the punch line. I want to see you choke on your fucking laugh. I've always been a freak, a dyke and a fag. You want to play a crying game and I can see you start to gag. Repelled by most and Impressed by few. Unable to reproduce a breeding modern class, unable to reproduce sexuality. Does my naked skin impress you or repel you? I don't want to be like you. I just want to be the freak you always told me i was. I don't want to be like you, I Just want to be a fucking freak, a dyke, a fag. I don't want to fucking be like you.

8. Assimilation (Nervous Condition)
Every minute in America, queers everywhere are being asked to assimilate into a sexist, racist, fucked up society. Join the military? Get married FUCK YOU! Never forget the jails that trap and consume. Never forget they were created for you. And you want me to participate? NO WAY!!

9. File Under: Useless Bullshit.
You would die for them fists in the air. A martyr. A saint. But you pinned me til I tasted carpet. I asked you why I thought it’d be romantic, you said. “Like weapons of mass destruction." Heavy intent. No consent.

10. Little White Dress.
Little white dress. Jesus Christ had a best friend in Magdalene. You can't say shit that would make me ashamed. I'll cover up my knees. Forgive me PLEASE. I am just fourteen but your church don't like my body. Make me hide my skin, sweating sin through my cardigan. You won't break your bread now that your god don't like me.

11. Fuck You Dad.
Fuck you dad. you're addicted to money, sex, and alcohol. Fuck you mom. you're addicted to god. You're both (we're all) completely fucked and so am i. so are we all and so am i. there's nothing left to deny.

12. TLC No Scums (Anomaly)
I promised myself I would kill you, even if it’s only in my head. No Scum Left Behind. I’ll wear your blood, you’ll never even know. No Scum, Left Behind.

13. All Our Friends Are Babes.
We'll never try to please you and your idea of beauty. Media fed, white washed, bred thin, starving, sad, and broke. 

14. Y'all Are Precious.
i'll always continue to thank you all for keeping me alive through it all. y'all are precious.

15. Friendship Addiction(My Prescription).
if laughter was the best medicine, I wouldn't need a pill for a pill. you keep me happy and healthy without a pill for a pill. my prescription: friendship addiction. no pill for a pill.

16. Consensual Naughty Bodies.
my body is feeling naughty in a nice way right now. who's up for make outs with consent at the moment? thank you. thank you for being beautiful and making me feel visible.

17. The Sexxxy Flexxxi Theme Song.
often negativity gets the best of me. so this sexxxy flexxxi is positive. we keep our friends involved. it helps to absolve the things that have been so depressive.

18. Always Make Shit.
find what you love to do and continue do it. find another person who wants to create together. as long as you can be creative, please make sure to and then always make shit.

19. A Few Of Our Favorite Things.
puppies, pizza, xxxmas, weed lube, skateboards, sophie, fuckin’, mitsu. these are a few of our favorite things, indeed. oh yeah, and Tim Dunn! the most perfect sweetheart human.

20. We Love All Trans Femmes And Support You Forever And Ever.
it's not about what if, it's about when. how can we stay alive? we're being murdered by our own parents. beat to death and suicide. we're being offed everyday by our own hand when its not yours.

21. Sounds Good.
get your glove and stud it up. bro talks shit? he gets fuck up. don't you love those two sounds when a fist hits a jaw and a bro hits the ground?

22. No Interest.
that's it... we're fucking done. we have no interest in backing down. step up, get smashed.

23. Trans Women To The Front.
listen up! trans women to the front at the show and in life. stop acting like we don't exist except when you decide to be violent. i swear to fucking dog. if i see you touch one of my sisters, it'll be the last thing you thought.

24. Banned.
no more dumb bros at the front of our shows. banned.

25. Shut It So We Don't Have To.
looks like you have some stud dents in your forehead, bruh. learn to keep your ignorant mouth shut and maybe you won't get fucked up.

26. Stand Up Or Fuck Off.
start standing up for all trans femmes. your neutral posture is just violence. there's no part time option.

27. You Dropped The Ball(Hwc).
you stupid fucking imbecile. i hate your fucking face. i hate your cat. i hate your dog. i rest my fucking case. go dig a hole. shoot yourself. go get fucked.

28. Candy Run.
where's the fucking candy??? i checked and it's gone! we need a candy run. nerd ropes and all air heads. ice cream until were dead. sometimes you need a break from all the bro smashing for candy.

29. Glove Up!
glove up! meet us all in the street. we're going to take it over. it's a world wide meet up of amazing trans and queer pups. taking over the world. taking over the whole world!

30. We Are Gorgeous.
does your body feels like a haunted house with nothing good that can come out? I've been there and i've felt it too and sometimes i still do. but know we are gorgeous.

31. Get Better Friends.
you spout off good politics but surround yourself with pricks. you need to get better friends. let's try to share space with folks working on themselves consistently.

32. Say Her Name.
This one's for Amber and Ashley, for Ashton and Aubrey, for Cameron, Elisha, for Elul and Bri, for Jasmine, India, for Kandis and Keisha, Lamia, Keyshia, Kristina, K.C., for London, Mercedes, for Michelle, and Maya, for Papi and Penny and Rachel, Ryley, for Taja, Melonie, Tamara and Taylor, for Ty and for Zella, for Jess and for Shade. This one's for us...

33. Nøt Før Yøu
You think you're the reason we exist? It's quite the opposite. There's not one thing we do that concerns you. You're not a part of this and you won't be and you can't be. We're not for you.

34. Yøu Can't Kill Us
One by one you're trying to kill us off. You can't erase us. Coming out of closets and into the streets. Arming ourselves to the teeth. You can't kill us.

35. A Prømise / T.D.Ø.V.
As a trans woman- staying alive is the hardest thing to do. I'm trying to keep a promise. If i can't stay alive for myself; i'll try to do it for you. No more patience and no more talks. No more transphobes escaping us. No empathy for ignorance. We'll show no mercy if you come after us. every day is trans day of vengeance.

36. Trans Wøman Dies Øf Øld Age
It might be out of spite but i will not kill myself. i will stay alive. No one's going to kill me including myself. I'm going to live forever. The headline will read "Trans woman dies of old age." She outlived her enemies. Homophobes rolling in their graves.

37. Murdered By A Wøman
You want to shame me and try to kill me. You want to make my sisters say my name. Don't you touch me and don't you think i won't make your obituary read "Murdered by a woman." We're gonna live forever. We're gonna live…

38. MAGICal/WANDerful
You made me squirt for the first time and it never felt more right. I felt like I was thirteen years old again at 35. You make me feel like the woman I am. You're magical. You're wanderful. Good vibrations.

39. OK2LOL
I know this world is not made for us but, oh my dog, i hope that we can have the strength and wiggle room to be able to make each other laugh sometimes and remember that we deserve happiness. because we do!

40. Museum (Romantic States)

41. President Garfield's Spaghetti Intestines (Ursula)

42. It's Not Fair (Screaming Females)

43. Heavy Blood (Mala Fides)

44. Ya Mom's A Cop (Ft. Moor Mother)

45. We Won't.
you think we should wear a pretty smile. you act like we belong to you. we don't need your compliments. we don't need your rude nonsense. we wont be taking this anymore.

46. It's All Your Fault.
one hand gripped on my mace and the other has kitty keychain good to go. don't you dare come closer. why can't i feel a little safe without my kitty and my mace? it's all your fault.

47. E.G.T.
eyes, groin, throat. that is what i will attack with no remorse. if I'm unable to ever feel or be safe- i'll make sure you expect the same.

48. Leave Me Alone.
never wanting your attention. i don't care about you. you are nothing to me. leave me alone. completely alone.

49. Let Me Live.
Just let me live!

50. All By Myself.
why is every street filled with men that won't leave me alone. please go home. i just want to be by myself. leave me alone.

51. Revenge.
you never loved me. you never cared. you don't even know me. you think that your actions lack consequence. i'll make sure that today you won't forget. you thought you could disrespect my body, my mind, my life. you must not know me. revenge.

52. F.Y.P.M.
i'm so sick of these pet names. my name's not fucking "babe." i'm not your "whats up, girl?" i'm not you for free date. "what your sign?" dollar sign.

53. I Will Die 4 U.
I am a woman. I'm not a man. I am something that they will never understand. i will beat them all. i will die for femmes.

54. I Am Perfect.
i am perfect without your suggestions. the only things that you'll ever get from me are my resting bitch face, my intolerance, and a scar with the story of how you met me.

55. We Wish / Two Front Tease / Xmas Tree Upskirt
you a merry xmas. / all we want for xmas are the two front teases, Cali & Alissa, from Toxic womb. / the most important present under our tree is Toxic Womb with a note that says “unwrap me.”

56. We Hope Your Xmas Hasn't / The Hirs Collective & Toxic Womb 💝 You
sucked! / being trans and/or queer and alive on xmas can be hard. we hope you feel the love we’re sending with this split card.

57. Nothing. No One.
we're here to piss off and confuse. we don't owe anything to any of you.

58. All Mine.
i decide what happens to my body... it's mine.

59. Hidden Track.
dissociate until i hate what is me. who am i? what am i? where am i?

60. Dull Girl.
what's this worth? this is too much work to feel like it' s worth anything at all. worthless.

61. Never Not. / Lost Cause.
worthless. rotten. ruined. nothing's ok. stayed in bed all day. i'm always afraid. / I've always been a freak, a black sheep, and an outcast. a piece of shit, a loser, and the picked last. now we're the ones you want to be. traveling and happy. you lose.

62. Reasoning.
trans femmes to the front. you're worshipped by this cunt. all living trans femmes are why i live.

63. Who The Hell Are You?
listen to bs. don't be a cop, man. eat our shorts.

64. Forward Looks.
we can beat and overcome these conditioned hatreds aimed at us. we are stronger than they think.

65. Twelve Feet Deep.
the revolution has come. off the pigs. (a chant created by the black panthers)

66. Last Request Sellout. / Me And My Friends. / Hello...Goodbye! / Hoarder. / Extinction. / Blackbox. / O.Y.O. / The Kids Were Wrong. / The Ultimate Revenge Pt 1. / Damage Is Good.

67. The Trailer

68. So I Ask You, Dark Lord Dog.

69. Ignore The Uniform W/ Dr Mase.

70. Mr. Anderson.

71. Eleven Sixteen.

72. Ashes From Their Thoughts W/ Dr Mase.

73. No More Dead Trans Girls. w/ Mattie Jo Toni Canino
we’re coming out of our coffins. we’re never going back in. no more dead trans girls at the end of the hands of other folks.

74. Femme For Femme. w/ Rosie Richeson
I hate every man that hates women. femme for femme forever.

75. Worthless. Rotten. Ruined. w/ Shawna Potter
Always worthless, rotten, & ruined if we’re not perfect for men in this world we’ve been conditioned in to be subservient and bow at your feet like good listening women. No more. Is it the anger of men that will destroy us? Accused of deception, despised while living, forgotten while safely dead.

76. Invocation Of Disgust. w/ Emily And Bryan Funck
Let the rank tongue blossom. Recite the barbarous names. Feel a savage pleasure, perverse, and cruel delight. Exist. Nothing. Crawled up and made our way. narrow thoughts we re only in pain. what is this moving like us beneath our feet? it is the only thing: Nothing. An ethereal sheen to mask the prison of an existence we'll never understand. We only exist. There is nothing above or below the one sun that isn’t dead.

77. I Hate My Life. Run With It. w/ Marissa Paternoster
Change the channel. Nothing’s on- Only shit. It’s all depressing and I’m the star of it. Reruns & endless syndication. They said "just watch it until the end!" but I hate it and I’m stopping right now. The end. Channel my mystery. I am terrified. Except in death: This vessel is a lie.

78. Dresses And

79. Girl Codes Seem / Normative Because

80. Silence Is Acceptance In

81. The Void Of

82. Space Eaters On

83. A Witch Hunt.

84. For Kylee.
The hidden parts inside of us, that can’t be seen by anybody, sometimes they take over and we can’t be saved. Your choice is your own. Saving yourself sometimes looks like a razor, or a bullet, or a bottle. i’ll say it till I’m dead though, “we are here for you no matter what you do."

85. Devils Advocate w/ Planet Jackpot
Some things are not open for debate. Some things are no open to conversation. Some opinions will get your ass beat.

86. Harsh Noise Cracked My Egg w/ Diva Karr
Played black metal at the noise show, started drinking on the ride home because it all crashed around me as I was trying to conjure traumas and mistakes to show the crowd some measure of my pain. But that night I had something new to add: I’m not a man. I can’t ever return, though I tried. When the noise ends it’s like you hear for the first time. But for me, I knew before it even began.

87. Where Dreams Go To Die W/ E
what's the point to make a new home when you're all alone, afraid that you'll fade. it's not easy to be open for all to see, as weak as a bee, stranded at sea. failure has always taught us that now is not the time to say i can't survive. i can't define. i can't rely on my own.

88. Suffer On Live W/ Anna Orchid
Take nothing from me. All that you see isn't for you. A bleeding heart in the comments. Cishet gaze hoarding clout. You never seem to put your money where your mouth is. Should I shove nails thru my palms on instagram live? I am not a sight for the cishet leer, want you to know Trans suffering isn't played out for you because you've never experienced Three bands on the bill, four men at your car - waiting for "the faggot." Have I suffered enough for you?

89. Brain Mush W/ Eve Hydrazine
Heart turns empty like my calendar. Mind grows porous like a colander. Soul as empty as my calendar. Memory porous like a colander. Stress of life too much to handle. Brain melts at both ends like a candle. Make a wish.

90. An Incomprehensible Title That's Better Titled 'Untitled’ W/ E
spite everyone despite everything we care about and who we choose to trust.

91. Illegally Foster Youth. W/ Pauli Zapata
Adoption as forced immigration. White Standards for assimilation. Numb eyes in my citizenship photo. Illegal means against the law But I am “legal” and against the law… Guess we’ll just call it a draw. Actually just get off my lawn. Off my land. Get off my land. ugh.

92. Poz w/ Belted Sweater & Christopher Patrick Gregory
Junk sick, We’ve held the dead, Mother of the Haus of clean needles now. Silence is death, Miasma made flesh, Defiler of love, Burroughs Welcome, Bullish on blood, Profiteering, dead.

93. Outnumbered Pt 2 w/ Clair
pacification. peaceful obedience. leaving us outnumbered. leaving us. leaving us for dead. dead.

94. Home 'Crete Home w/ E
skin your teeth. crack your knee. blame yourself for trusting me. lose your touch. what was luck is no more. go get fucked. you'll learn from this or die trying.

95. Lazer Bleach w/ Brad Bundy of Messiah In Glytch
DESECRATE THE IMP KING'S STATURE / HATCHET TO THE FACE CROWN - PLASTER PLASTIC / BURN DA CASH / LASH W THE LIGHT OF MADNESS ON AVERAGE STATUS QUO / HATCH AND SPLASH GASOLINE LAUGHTER / INSTINCT WAKES / THE OPPRESSOR'S SHIT STINKS / MY FATE DON'T SHAKE ON YOUR SKIN-FLAKES DINNER PLATES / THIS WAR IS FOR MY INTERNAL SANITY / WE BLEED GRAVITY / RIP THE QUEEN'S SPINE BATTERY / LASH WITH THE LIGHT OF MADNESS / TRASH LADDERS STUCK IN MAULED BACKS / SIP GUILLOTINE RAPTURE / GULP / DRINK MY REVENGE / FACING THE WAR U PROPELLED IN BROKEN TIME / REBEL CONTINUUM SWEAT / FOCUSED MINDS / ABUSED COMPUTER KNIGHTS / BITE INTESTINE / MACHINE LIES / DISINFORMATION SIGNS SKIES / LIE DOWN / U WANT MY SHELL / CANT HAVE MY SHELL / IT AIN'T FOR SALE / MY KNUCKLES INHALE / BREATH FROM YOUR BLOOD / LEAKING OUT YOUR HEAD / BLED SHED / BITE MACHINE'S TEETH / PERIMETER BREACHED / LEACH CASTLE REEKS / STUMP U WEAK / CYBER IMP KING / BEAT ETERNAL MECHANICAL BEEF / LASER BLEACH / TAZER TEETH / IMPLANTED HUMANS VS TECH THIEVES / FACIST CLONES IN HEXED SLEEVES / WONT BLEED ME / WONT EAT ME / WONT BLEED ME / WONT BLEED US / CROAK / SUCK MY LAWLESS THRUST / SUCKA HIR SHELL AIN'T FOR SALE / SACRED FEMININE TALONS / MALE NAILS / HOW BOUT A GAME OF ULTRA-VIOLENCE / POURING MALICE DOWN THE THROAT OF THE DEAD GENETICISTS / SEVERE THE SETTLEMENTS CENTURIES OF EVIDENCE / THIS GRINDING SARCOPHAGUS NEEDS YOUR MEASUREMENTS / BLOOD APPETIZER / circumcise THAT FLACCID PHALLUS / MILES OF PILES OF BRUTES / FORGIVENESS IS WHEN THE HACKERS EXECUTE / ELECTROCUTE / BLESSED MUSE / SHE IS PROTECTED AT AL COSTS / CLOT HOLOCAUST / INFERNO CROSS / GATHER TRIBES TO GRASP FOREVER / SEVERE THE LIES / WE FLY OR DIE TOGETHER / SLASHING THRU THE TETHERED / FACE ME / FACE ME AGING COWARD / HIR SHELL IS THE MOMENT / HIR FLESH IS THEE FOCAL POINT / INTERCEPTED BY COUNTLESS INVASIONS / I DECIDED TO STAND FOR HIR BODY / THE SOUL-LESS ARE BENEATH HER BODY / I CAN SMELL YOUR CURRENCY DISINTEGRATION / ADOLESCENT COMPRESSION / TRANSMANIC DEPRESSION / PSYCH WARFARE WEAPONS / OBSTRUCTED AN ESSENCE / MIRROR MIRROR MIRROR MIRROR / TAKE THIS DAGGER / BEYOND KING ALL SAVAGE / PRESERVE THIS BLOOD / LUNGS EXPANSION / CLEARER CLEARER CLEARER CLEARER / HANG BULLY / DON'T LULL ME DONT PULL ME / IT'S RAINING PENIS AND PUSSY / I SHANKED THE ONE THAT PUSHED ME / NEARER NEARER NEARER NEARER / CYBERNETIC VAMPYRIC / DISPIRITED EVOLUTION'S INFERIOR / MY CONSCIOUS META EVOLUTION'S BECOMING IS SUPERIOR